AishiteruKey♥

2011-10-17T19:15:00.000+08:00

I have many things to catch up on. Ohokay.

2011-08-02T22:33:00.001+08:00

2011-07-21T01:39:00.001+08:00

I will love this girls forever♥

Had an awesome time with them eating at Makansultra Glutton's Bay! :D

There was alot meetings I had with them that I was actually lazy to blog about so haha.

Celebrated Steffi's birthday in advance, planned to surprised her, but epic fail. I'm not surprised by the failure of our surprise.

lol did that even make sense :D

2011-06-23T01:07:00.001+08:00

Dinner at Seoul Garden with girls!! ♥

Crazy photo spams! (: Miss them so much! :D

2011-06-16T00:35:00.000+08:00

Sentosa with Wanie bb today! :D
Had fun.
I still want my tan line :(

2011-06-08T22:32:00.001+08:00

Happy 1 month old Welden.
But it's actually 1 month and a few weeks old already.

2011-05-25T21:51:00.001+08:00

Had an awesome day with Wanie and Steffi ♡
Wished Adeline could have join though (:

Miss ya gurls. Meet up again soon! ♡

2011-05-22T21:56:00.003+08:00

I LIKE TO MOVE IT MOVE IT
HE LIKE TO MOVE IT MOVE IT
SHE LIKE TO MOVE IT MOVE IT
YOU LIKE TO, MOVE IT!

Had an awesome day at Universal studios with Wanie, Yingying and Michelle :3
Okay, my parents and sisters were there too, but we separated cause the rides we wanna take is too thrilling for Kelsey keke.
Anyways. IT WAS AWESOME !!!! :3 Mummy ride spam :D
I wanna go again, soon :3

2011-05-20T15:54:00.000+08:00

Fiction

2011-05-16T15:22:00.002+08:00

사랑해 소리쳐 널 불러보아도 왜 아무 대답도 못 하니
잘 가라는 인사도 난 못 했는데
가지마 어떻게 날 두고 떠나니 나 혼자 어떡하라고
제발 떠나가지 마 제발

If only you knew how much I still love you.

2011-05-14T01:37:00.002+08:00

{random pic is random. so Hi Zico!}

So. I'm done with two papers. Communication Skills and Accounting paper. Only left with my Business Management retest.
B2ST comeback = dead.
Fiction and Fact! ♥
Pre-ordered the album already! Hehe.

Anyways, went out with Michelle. Met her after her lecture and thn met Beverly for lunch at Heeren.
Had a nice time catching up with her. We can talk about anything under the sky, really. Hahas.
Nyahaha.
Excited for 21st as well. USS with family + YingYing and TingTing. If Cherng Jye don't want go, I am asking Beverly to go!
Since Michelle can't go and Charmaine's arm hasn't healed yet. :(
SEXCITED FOR IT! (: LOLKAY NIGHTS.

2011-05-09T03:23:00.003+08:00

So.. Im blogging, from mah phone.
Anyways, met up with Athari babe today. Been long since I saw him. Like a month+? Yeah.
So we went Sentosa, and Athari the tourist is born! (:
Im gonna upload photos tomorrow. When I get on the comp orz. Keke.
Finally get to watch the Crane Dance show at Sentosa. Damn nice.
Conclusion: Had an awesome time with him. All the crazehh talks etc. keke.

And its exam in 12 hours! Im only halfway prepared for it. Sighs.
I shouldnt have done last minute studying ehs. But I really didnt have any motivation to study at all.
and wednesday is my accounting paper. shitz. i will flunk that one for sure. I can never get the hang of it no matter how hard i try ugh.
It's 3.30am now. I should sleep cause I can feel a headache coming.
Will crawl out of bed at 6am to continue studying. Nights yall.

2011-05-03T17:43:00.002+08:00

A special blog post for Adeline Soh ! :D

meh, stalker twinneh :D i actually remembered I was suppose to do this post months ago keke.
I don't know what I'll do if I didn't knew you. Keke.
How we know each other was quite cute huh? You stumbled upon my blog when I was going through a breakup :D
Keke.
You can stand me through my bad moods. You were there for me when I got 'rejected' (hehe). You together with Steffi and the rest made my 19th birthday so memorable. Thanks for the surprise :D never thought you and Steffi would gang up tsktsk.
Nonetheless, I miss your random drawings on msn. hehe.
All the crazy ramblings after 12 midnight keke.
Our random outings, Dinner, Valentine's day! :D Awwh, Your naked farting uncle keke.
Nya. I miss you alrights. It's been a month since I met you.
We gotta meet up more often, Before you start Uni :( and than you wont have time for me anymore :(
Keke. I miss you! ♡ Love!

2011-05-03T17:28:00.003+08:00

Haven't blogged in a well :D
Well, Katherine came back from HongKong last week, and I met up with her.
Had a rather enjoyable steamboat lunch, and a nice walk to Sentosa keke. I miss her already! :D

Anyways, exams are coming soon. I'm not prepared for it D:
Still in my holiday mood sighs. Needs to start studying :(
Got a new job, which I hate. The working hours are terrible.
Like, 1pm to 11pm. When I reach home, it's almost 12, or 1am.
My estate is a very quiet estate. My dad doesnt feel that it's safe for me to be walking around so late at night.
So yeah. I think I'm gonna quit :(

And, Auntie Jennifer gave birth already! :) To a very healthy baby boy!
Baby Welden!I dote on the baby too much! :D
and also, when the baby is 29, im 40 orz. so old omg D:
keke.
BUT HE IS SO CUTE ♡

2011-03-19T13:39:00.002+08:00

Got my results :3 for one module actually, Marketing, and I got a C for it ^-^
It's not a good grade, but at least i passed. keke. And I'm not even upset for the fact I mugged for 2 days without sleep for it :X
But than again, i lost motivation for school x.x
i skipped the whole week of lectures already. Ugh.

And I saw Park Jung Min! :3
KJDFHGKDH HE IS SO DAMN CUTE CAN! :DDD
/cries.

2011-03-04T20:40:00.001+08:00

My sisters are watching Mean Girls. Again.
Just shoot me.

2011-02-28T22:45:00.002+08:00

(; pleasant week so far ^^ that's not saying much considering today is monday hehe.
Emi darling sent me the cutest text all the way from Sweden today :D

"Hi bby! I borrowed Emi's phone~ kekeke just wanna tell you i love you~ see you later maybe, i don't know i may be late since we have practice ^^ i miss you~ your Junhyung♥"

this girl, really know how to make me smile :3
love her to bits :x

2011-02-24T12:17:00.002+08:00

busy busy week.
off to meet Ziting darling soon, and than Katrina dear ((:
AND IT'S SENTOSA WITH WANIE BBY TMR :3
And I'm getting all my b2st thingys thingys on Saturday :D
B2st WBTBA shirt, my 2011 so beast greeting set hehehe.
AND ALSO. I HAVE LECTURE ON SATURDAY LMAO.
yayyy, off now bai.

2011-02-21T16:27:00.002+08:00

IT'S BACK TO SCHOOL TODAY. or rather, back to lectures. BORINGGGG.
omg, today is the first lesson of my new module which is uhhh. POA. Shit!
I'm gonna go cry tears of blood.

and uh, my new exercise regime isnt going so well. sighs.

2011-02-19T20:25:00.003+08:00

Meh, my 2 weeks holidays are over. I start school again on Monday.
That 2 weeks passed by insanely fast. DoNotWant.
Where is our results anyways. I'm pretty sure I failed Business Management.
OMG MY LIFE.

Anyways, I had a wonderful Valentine's Day dinner with girlfriends.
Epic night really. Thanks girlfriends for that night ((((:

2011-02-12T14:51:00.000+08:00

"I walk this lonely road, the only one that I have ever known"

Exams done! I pretty much screwed my Business Management paper. Big time.
2 weeks of holiday! ((: V-day in 2 days.
Nothing to look forward to, cept I'm meeting my 3 babies! ((: Wanie, Adeline and Steffi :D
Which reminds me, i better get started on their letter hehe.

我还爱着你. 我还想着你. 可是我想放开你.

2011-02-07T22:27:00.002+08:00

1 paper down! 1 more paper to go! ((:
jiayou rachel! :D

2011-02-05T22:17:00.000+08:00

Happy Lunar New Year!

Crappy year. Seriously.
I hate my life. Forever.
Why has it always to be you who ruins my life? Whatever.
I have lost my mother, it's okay to lose my father too, cause I'm too numb for life.

2011-01-31T23:16:00.001+08:00

3 days to hell.
yupp. cny is hell to me.

2011-01-28T23:55:00.000+08:00

I am so over everything.

2011-01-26T22:48:00.002+08:00

Out with bestie bunny Beverly today ^-^
Shopped for CNY clothes, I totally hate it. I hate shopping.
Finally bought a red top after walking Far East 4 times. Wanted to find a skirt to match the top, but very hard.
So walked from Far East to Ion to Wisma to Taka to OC. Went to look for Joseph.
Nehpok, bluff me say he shave his hair, his hair longer thn mine can -___-;;
Bus-ed to tamp, finally bought a white skirt. otl. After don't know how many hours of shopping.
I HATE SHOPPING.

Accompanying Michelle to apply for her JC tomorrow, thn dinner with Ziting baobei. It's been 1 year yaw! :D
K bye.

2011-01-19T16:44:00.002+08:00

V.I.U = Very Important U

2011-01-15T04:14:00.001+08:00

It's 4am. I'm having a fucking headache. My throat is so sore. My eyes are so itchy.
Nahs, I'm happy with life. Yet shit happens to me time after time.
I should be appreciative with what I have. My dad, my grandparents, my godparents, my uncles, my cousins, my sisters.
I shall not harp on the negative points of my life.
I miss my friends, I miss my schooling life, where everything seems so carefree compared to now. Everything was alright back than, crazy walks to school, chaotic lunch, skipping classes when we are late by half an hour. EVERYTHING.
Where will I be today, if it wasn't for my friends? True, we had our own conflicts and etc, but at the end of the day, it can be resolved.
Thanks for being there for me. Love youuuu guys! ♡

Now, I'm going to bed, before my parents get up in 2 hours time to go the the market and find out I'm still awake ;A;

2011-01-14T23:15:00.000+08:00

YES.

2011-01-13T23:25:00.003+08:00

시끄러!!
I am stronger than you think I am :)

My life has basically being the same since forever. Stagnant ._.
Anyways, I can't wait for Valentine's day! Meeting my darlings; Steffi, Wanie and Adeline :B

2011-01-12T02:07:00.001+08:00

1. I have no life.
2. Blogging because I have no inspiration at all.
3. I need advice on writing bloody killing scenes.
4. Why am I such a sadist person?!
5. I don't talk like a normal person after 12midnight.
6. I am hungry
7. I think I got over you.
8. I hate to see my friends upset over relationship. I swear I will destroy whoever is hurting them.
9. I have screwed sleeping pattern.
10. I still can't believe I'm 20 this year and my sister is already in secondary 1.

MY LIFE. SUMMARIZED IN 10 POINTS.

2011-01-11T04:19:00.001+08:00

LAZY TO BLOG. I HAD A NICE DAY ON SUNDAY WITH ATHARI, MIAOLI AND WENDY. THE END.

GOODNIGHT/MORNING.
BYEBYE.

2011-01-08T15:29:00.006+08:00

Janelle Tan Chin Fang!
Happy Birthday, bitch :]
Technically, it's not your birthday yet, there is still 4 more days :]

Back from chalet. With a throbbing headache and annoying hangover.
But I had a blast! :)
DRINK, DRANK, DRUNK!

2011-01-06T18:06:00.003+08:00

My gift for Emi and her gift for me :]

Exam is in 4 days & I haven't studied a single shit. Seriously, fuck marketing. I cannot understand it .___.
And I'm going out everyday. Ohseriouslyiamgonnaflunkthismodule.

2011-01-01T21:51:00.003+08:00

"Why don't you let it go, let it go, let it go, cause your heart is empty."

I do. But I'm not suppose to :)

It's 2011! :D My first post in 2011 heh. Shall not be emo.
Vampire Diaries the whole day. I seriously have no life, but I don't really care.

2010-12-27T23:50:00.001+08:00

니가 제일 좋아 ; I like you the best.

Mugging. Mugging. Mugging. Test is in 2 weeks! Exams in 6 weeks.
Sighs.

My last week at work.
My last week at Ngee Ann Poly.
I should be excited right?
But I am not.
I don't even know why.
I don't have any emotions now.
I am so numb.
I miss you.
I'm going crazy.
I bet you don't even care.

Ignore me, it's one of those nights where I emo my butt off.

2010-12-27T01:00:00.001+08:00

First of all, congrats Alwyn Korkor on his marriage! :)
He proposed in New Zealand, isn't that so sweet :X

Photos from the dinner:

2010-12-25T23:14:00.001+08:00

Merry Christmas everyone! :]

2010-12-23T23:41:00.001+08:00

Skipped half my lecture on Monday to meet babes. Cause it's Athari's birthday! :D

Completed my christmas shopping today. So damn proud of myself.
I just got my butt off my chair, and went out shopping alone lol.

2010-12-18T00:35:00.003+08:00

I basically had a long, screwed day at work, but my girls made it bearable for me.
Dinner with them lovelies at Billy Bombers.
I miss you already, Amanda sweetie.

2010-12-15T00:28:00.001+08:00

You and I, walk a fragile line.

I'm trying. I'm really trying not to think of him. I did a pretty good job, I didnt.
It is a new start, and I'm trying to step out of my shadow and leave him and those memories behind.
I'm just like your sister, nothing more than that.
I have no one but myself to blame actually, lol, but let's move on with life.
At least I got a closure, and I thank God, it's only 10 months, and not 10 years.
I'm moving on. So I would appreciate if you get out of my head :)

Happy Birthday Kelsey Lim Babygirl!

Can't wish her personally, cause my whole family, cept me, is in Taiwan :(

On another hand,
Work is draining me, physically and mentally.
There are times, I seriously wanna cry my hearts out.
Sometimes, I really feel like throwing my shoes at those people.
Sometimes, I really enjoy it.
Can I have a fixed feeling bout this?
Sighs. Amanda is finishing her attachment in 3 days time.
School is also draining me, I don't even see the motivation to go to school after work anymore.
I'm so tired after work, that when I do actually get to class, I fall asleep, or I just can't concentrate.
I don't mind studying on my own at home, at my own pace.
But attendance is a huge portion of my grades, FUUUCK.
When I get home after class, it's 11pm, and I still have to send daily report, do my tutorials, re copy my notes, how can I get energy to work after all this shit?
I must have done loads of shit in my past life, and this is karma in this life.
I WILL SURVIVE THIS 3 WEEKS!

And you know what is bothering me as well?
MY HAIR. YES, MY SHORT MOFO HAIR.
I just cut my hair short without thinking about the wedding.
Can it just grow longer in 11 days? No?

k. FUCK MY LIFE.

2010-12-11T16:39:00.006+08:00

One post before I head out.
I don't know if you still read my blog, but whatever.
I waited 10 months for you to talk to me again.
Yeah, 10 months of waiting went down the drain.
I'm trying to let go, I'm trying to forget.
I can't.
High on alcohol, it just makes me feel worse about myself.
I drink to get high, to erase you from my mind.
But no, when I return back to my sober state, it will still hurt.
I can't believe, I cried my heart out at Clark Quay last night.

I can't believe I poured everything out to YongSheng.
I can't believe I rejected YongSheng. To me, he was the sweetest boyfriend a girl could get, Dayna is lucky to have had him, but stupid to let him go.
I can't believe I cried over you.
I can't believe that my 10 months went to waste.

I hate myself for being like this.
I feel so pathetic.
I feel so fucking useless.
I really want to forget everything and move on.
I can't.
I read that message and I just broke down on the train.
I don't care how people look at me.
I am disappointed.
I am useless.
I am crappy.
I give up on life.

2010-12-04T20:58:00.001+08:00

Yay, here to blog about my birthday celebrations erh ... 1 week late :D Better late than never right! ^^

Don't really wanna go into details, just know that I had fun. And I loved the surprises they pulled on me hehe.
Especially Adeline and Steffi's surprise. Thanks girls for making my 19th birthday so memorable.
ilyguysforever!

2010-11-28T01:12:00.001+08:00

You see Jeannine and YingYing creepin' back there like a boss.

So.. 1 more day to my birthday. LOL.
Why am I not excited at all? Actually, all I feel now is hunger :(
But! It's my twin, Jihyeok's birthday today ! ^^
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JEONG JIHYEOK!! :B

Dinner with my girlfriends later, than Flyer ! ^^
I hope I can put all my stress down tomorrow and fully enjoy myself ! :B
K la, I go sleep liao. It's 1.13am ~ :B Nights !

2010-11-25T00:05:00.002+08:00

Feeling so fly, like a G6 Yong JunHyung.

OHHEY, LOOK WHAT I FOUND HAHAHAH.
Picture from sec1 New Zealand Exchange Programme :B

School.
Quite alright, but for me to pay attention for 3 hours straight, I can't do it.
So I need a lot of self revision. Shall read through my tutorial notes later :O
And gawddamit k. I have classes on my birthday, sighs. And work as well. DOUBLE SIGHS.

WHUTEVER.
4 MORE DAYS !
4 MORE FUCKING DAYS !

2010-11-21T00:19:00.003+08:00

I've watched Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows ^^
Rupert Grint jdsfhghagfahgfdshfgvshgshg. /inserts keyboard smash.

IDK WHAT ELSE TO BLOG ALREADY FML.
I HATE SNOWMAN. THAT IS ALL. KTHXBYE.

2010-11-16T23:14:00.003+08:00

Keep in mind, that I'll always love you.

Birthday is in 13 days. Not excited at all.
Feel like cancelling whatever plans I have for my birthday to just stay home and rest.
Anti social? Maybe. Anyways, it's just a birthday. It's not a big deal.

Work has been normal. Shuting started work today.
She learns quite fast. (Y)
Ordered KFC Delivery for lunch. Sighs. We only got to eat at 2pm .__.
They got all our orders wrong anyways ;A;
Lesson learnt; Don't ever order KFC delivery. They don't deliver fries anyways.

Dinner at Just Acia with Shuting, Stephanie and Steffi ^^
Laughed like hell. LOL. Oh my accent (Y)
I can be gag woman liao :D
Bought the expensive popcorn :D naice naice naice :D
Okay. I'm gonna sleep! Nights :B

Overdued pictures from Hard Rock Hotel stay:

2010-11-14T03:22:00.001+08:00

Baby, be the one. Baby, let me be the one.

Blogging again :B
I'm suppose to be sleeping, cause I have a huge headache that I can't seem to get rid of.
It's...... 3am. ORZ. My sleeping hours are getting later and later.
Anyways, have I mentioned, I passed my entrance English test to MDIS?
HAHA, I was so worried I would fail it, cause it was A levels standard ._. Am I up to that standard ? Don't think so :}
I screamed and spazzed when I got the news, so yeah, I'm starting school on 22nd! :]
Juggle work and school at the same time? I do hope I can cope ^^
All this worries of collapsing from exhaustion, don't come true.

Took a break from everything, and packed my room! Rearranged the furniture in my room.
It looks spacious now, but it's a little scary, cause it's too much space.
Went out with Stephanie and Shuting yesterday. Bugis first, to find my heels, and yes, I got them.
IT'S.4.INCHES.TALL.
Isn't that nice? I will tower over everyone at the wedding, including my dad (Y)
Went vivo, bought my terrapins :D
Ugh, kinda regret it now. The water is dirty, and I don't dare to touch the terrapins.
Their nails are sharp .___.
SIGHS.
Now I have a splitting headache, so much for wanting to write chapter 9 of Internal Beauty. Damn!
Shall go to bed now. Nights all :B
Going out with Joseph haha.. in... 11 hours :D

2010-11-08T00:59:00.004+08:00

Blogging for nobody to read because I have nothing better to do now.
I'm suppose to be sleeping right now, it's 1am. And I need to wake up in 5 hours time for work.
Sheesh, apparently I don't care.

The past few weeks since I came back from Taiwan has been a blur.
I've been trying to occupy myself with something so that I won't have time or energy to go think about you or emo.
You really fuck with my mind you know. I went to Taiwan with Aaron in my mind. I came back Singapore with you in my mind.
And Aaron has never came back into my mind ever since. GDI.
That is not cool. Aaron has been there since January .__.
So right now, I want to tell you, STOP FUCKING AROUND WITH MY FEELINGS. Only coming to me when you have no one, I'm not your fucking toy kthxbye.

I also did some reflection thinking. And I realised, I believe in people too easily.
Way too easily. And I misinterpret kind actions too.
And I flare up too easily.
Than I think about what the fengshui person at Taiwan said about my life.
If I'm gonna have such a hard life, isn't it better to be dead?
What's the point of living a sad and hard life?
No motivation k.
Seriously la, when she told me that, I literally keep quiet and think about it for the next half an hour. I never felt that emo in my life.
And I never thought so deeply into my life before. Never in my 19 years of existence.
Okay, talking about this is making me so sad rn.
Sighs. Okay. Shut up Rachel. Nobody cares.
/hugs kibum/

K Bye.

2010-10-24T10:47:00.013+08:00

I AM BACKKKK FROM TAIWAN! :D

2010-10-05T16:54:00.000+08:00

So.. last night. I had a dream about JunHyung .__. Don't even ask me why ._.
It just happened LOL.
Wasn't a super sweet dream, but idgaf, i'm just happy :D

So somehow I was at the beach alone, sitting at the wave breaker like a loner. Than someone called me on my phone. And my ringtone wasnt Avatar like I set it, it was Soom, Junhyung's rap part .___.
I answered the phone without looking at caller id. The first thing the person said was "Baby, look behind you." So I turned, and holy cow, Junhyung was standing there in his shades and smiling like Cheshire Cat.
I just look at him, he reached out his hand like calling me to stand up and take his hand or smth, than I stood up, but didnt move.
Than he stop smiling and walk towards me, I back away (?)
He stop also, than say "I'm sorry okay, I'll never abandon you again."
Than I can't remember what happened, I turn away, than he came to hug me. (SQUEALS IN RL)
Than I said smth like "One more time, I swear..."
And the scene changed -.-''
Now at some place with alot of people, bcos we weren't holding hands, we keep getting separated as we walk. So I was grumbling to myself cos he walk so fast ahead.
When he turn back to look for me, he looked like he had a hard time. (cos im short T_T)
Than he finally saw me, I just rolled my eyes at him :P
He gave an apologetic smile, (SO CUTE I TELL YOU....) Than he come back and hold my hand. HAHAHA. I ALMOST DIED IN THE DREAM I TELL YOU. LOL.
He was about to tell me something than I heard Mir's rapping at the start of One Better Day .. My alarm ._______________________.

BUT WHATEVER. IMHAPPY. YAY.

2010-10-04T17:22:00.004+08:00

K, Imma do a proper post now.
But what in the world to post about, I have no idea k.
My life ..
I have one?! D:

2010-10-04T15:35:00.002+08:00

VERY RELEVANT.

I don't think you quite get that.

VERY
RELEVANT

2010-09-16T12:13:00.006+08:00

All photos above, courtesy of Wanie.

2010-09-16T11:53:00.006+08:00

Blogging for no one to see. Only because I have nothing to do hahahahaha.
On tuesday I could skip work! To go to xiaoshu house to see my new baby cousin, Ansel
On tuesday, he was only 4 days old, BUT HE COULD TURN ALREADY. IT TOOK ME 2 YEARS TO BE ABLE TO TURN ON MY OWN K ._.

Left Xiaoshu's place at 5, went City Hall to meet Steffi, Marina square to find Beverly and sat opposite Esplanade to wait for Stephanie.
Dinner at Sukia. Decided to stay in Marina Bay Sands :D
Midnight food hunt at 1.30am. Only managed to sleep at 5am. Woke up at 6.30am. LOL.
Went home to prepare for Sentosa hahahahaha.

2010-08-29T13:02:00.005+08:00

I think after this I will let this blog rot. LOL.

Kim Hyung Joooooooooooon ! xD
So handsome like zomg zomg zomg zomg.

So I woke up in the morning feeling all jumpy ~
Than Da Yi came and brought me out, I thought oh okay, i'll be back before 2, so I can meet Stephanie at 3plus.
Turns out she dragged me to get a facial .____________.
I ended up finishing facial at 4plus TT So met Stephanie at 5plus. And sian ttm, cause I missed out a Cleo makeover for facial .__.
Airport didn't have that many fans as I expected.
Saw Rachel, Kurin and Carilyn. Chope place. Went mac..
I hold the camera till I thought my wrist was gonna die. -_-
So yay, 4 hours of waiting .. and we only get to see him for 30 secs .___.
AND HE'S DAMN OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOGMOMGOMG HANDSOME.
Kibum is handsome. Hyung Joon is also handsome! :] Different kind of handsome.
OMG DIES.

2010-08-26T16:23:00.000+08:00

I'm blogging because twitter/tumblr/facebook rp clan is quiet right now :(
I'm currently writing the 3rd chapter of the vampire fic. No ideas coming into my mind right now.
Nothing much happening this week. I miss my girls. I haven seen Steffi since last last Sunday. Wanie since last last Saturday.
I just saw Stephanie on Tuesday xD
It's gonna be another 2 weeks before I can meet Steffi again :( Screw exams!

HyungJun's arrival. It's gonna be me and Stephanie.
Me and her romantic time. LOL !
7am airport camp since we have no fucken idea what time he arrives. I'll prolly camp thr on Saturday night too, till 10 plus that is.

KPop night.. And I'm not even interested. LOL. I'm getting out of Kpop, I like (Y).
But I really wanna see SNSD ._.
Maybe departure, since I won't be in Singapore during their arrival LOL.
Last group is not confirmed. Please don't let it be MBLAQ or Ukiss. OR HOMIN.
I will cry. TT
Okay whatever. I will go roleplay with Emi now! Bye!

If this 2 girls were celebrities, I will stan them forever! :)

2010-08-21T22:05:00.002+08:00

FIRST OF ALL, IM EXTREMELY HAPPY. I GOT ME A NEW PHONE.
But.. I lost all contacts which is FML.... So text me with your name when you see this ^^

Got these 4 dolls todayy.. Cost a bomb. Mine's the pink hair one btw ^^
My sisters choose it for me ^^
Heroic Rendezvous !!

SMTOWN JJANG. HOMIN JJANG! JYJ JJANG! #2stages1tvxq forever! ♥

2010-08-20T22:02:00.000+08:00

My current desktop^^

So...
I'm done for the two banners for Emi's fic ^^
And I can't take part in the graphics contest in TKI, so I ... don't what to do now. LOL.

She's my alien

Would you love me even if she's my sister

Anyways. I want to thank those people that were there for me when I was going through some hard days/nights.
- Emi
- Ayu
- Adeline
- Steffi
- Joseph
Thankyouuuu! :)

2010-08-18T14:19:00.003+08:00

Hi! I'm updating because people have told to be less emo and blog about something cheerful instead.

So saturday.... I wasn't epic-ly late in meeting the others, cept Steph.
Was spazzing over Key in the train ~ Steffi texted me. Her message seemed like it was typed the night before. LOL.
Met Glenda and Wanie, went to find Shuting. Bought wallets! XD We all have same wallets now! :)
Walked to Esplanade and Shuting&Friend left. Tsk. Filmed like mad.
Fun! :) Glenda left and the rest of us went crazy alrdy.
Camwhore, dance session blahblahblah.
Went to eat JustAcia! :)
Heard fireworks. Funny convos. HAHAH. Camped at the staircase for about 1hr,
holding in our pee to wait LOL.
Naice photos :)
Okay end of day. Goodbye.

2010-08-16T22:38:00.002+08:00

Game over.
I don't need any of your fucking sympathy.
I stand alone in the past, currently and in the future.

Bitch, you call yourself my friend, when you are exactly like them.
Yeah sure, at first, you're nice and such. Than you started being real bitchy.
Bitch with me, I'll bitch back.
Don't test my patience.

I quit graphic designing. I quit designing layouts. I wanna quit being admins in every forum.
I wanna quit the world.

2010-08-13T12:00:00.002+08:00

Park JungMin

This guy ranks 3rd in my heart♥. (4th if you count my dad)
This guy is the reason why I'm a Triple S.
This guy is the reason why it hurt alot when I found out SS501 had the possibility of disbanding.
~~Why the fuck did you decide to go solo?!!~~ But I'm happy for you. So long SS501 has a comeback soon!

Why I like you;
- Your smile. It just brightens up my day. No matter how pissed I am, whenever I flipped open my phone and see your pouting/smiling face, I will smile.
- How you are so random.
- How you and HyungJun is soooo close. Tom and Jerry xD
- And you creeper ! ♥

2010-08-11T17:44:00.003+08:00

So.. I got a new cpu at work! Yay me xD
And the Ngee Ann poly project thingy is starting really soon fml. DNW TO STEP INTO NGEE ANN POLY K.
Sighs.. My life :(

After mia-ing tumblr for 2 days, I went back, and the first picture that greeted me was this heartbreaking one :(

WHY ARE YOU CRYING BBY, STOP CRYING! :(

Than I found out the reason why,
His mother was talking about how she singlehandedly brought up Kibum and HyungJun.
One tough woman. I support you ~~mummyinlaw~~ mama kim! :)

Than I saw this picture. Sweet to the max ^^
And Kibum looks super cute, doesn't he xD

You know, I will totally photoshop my face on where mama kim is xD
Maybe I should try. OTL. My sad life xD I have 15 mins to try xD

WANIE.
FOR YOU, YOU KNOW YOU LIKE IT ~

editted;
HAHAHA, WHAT EVEN. BAN ME FROM PHOTOSHOPPP! XD

2010-08-09T22:37:00.014+08:00

~~Okay, I realised, I forgot to post. So I just leave th picture here, tomorrow go work thn edit. Cause I very sleepy now ^^~~

I don't have work today simply because Xiao Shu did some changes to my comp, and it can't boot up, so here I am at Bukit Batok xD

So.. saturdayyy.
I woke up at 7? or was it 6.30? I can't remember. Met Beverly and train down to Somerset for breakfast ! :)
Thn went to collect my Iphone cover ^^ Swee to the ~~changmin~~ max xD
Went down City Hall to wait for Stephanie and Jerlin. Funan Mall to collect Beast Tickets.
Decided to change my phone, so I asked my dad he say ok! Thn I was super happyyy haha.
Ate Subway with Stephanie and waited for Yanting, bought our wallets. Mine's pink, Stephanie's red and Steffi's white :)
Met Steffi and trained down to Simei, thn realised I can't change phone or number till this week .___. Sian to the max, Back to Pasir Ris to meet Wanie.
Bus to Pasir Ris beach and walked all the way to the end, where the pit was. Killer. It's literally at the end.
Thn I can't really remember what we did except Yanting pangseh-ed us and the 4 of us went to the seaside to emo LOL. We got free hugs. Like duh. Free hugs day! xD
Than th balloon giving event started HAHAH, I didn't wanna give my balloon but sighs.
blahblahblah, went back to the pit and Steffi hijacked my dslr ._.
And she took about 600+ pictures? Had to delete alot ! And after deleting still have 500+ xD
Helped cooked so Yanting can go and eat. Sweat bucket loads k! And I burnt myself like 5 times.
And idk why everyone laughed when I say my mission for the day was to eat the stingrayyy ._.
I love stingrayyy marh :(
We left around 8.30pm? Thn we went White Sands and went high at Comics Connection! xD
Mcflurry and I went home. And daddy ask me why I come home so early. It was like ... 10+ LOL. Early.. Told you he abit siao one .___.

2010-08-08T22:39:00.001+08:00

I will blog tomorrow. Just posting my favourite pictures here first HAHAH.

2010-08-05T18:06:00.000+08:00

WHO LOVES MACROS?! I DO ~ XD but it makes my funny die on me.

This is for my sistarrrr, EMI! WHEN ARE YOU COMING BACK! ROAR!

And these are for Steffi, Wanie, Yanting and Maggie xD

From Wanie ! :)

OMG I DIED COUNTLESS TIMES. BUT I LOVE THESE MACROS. HAHAHA, there's 3 more from Stephanie, but I lazy upload alrdy ^^

Oh! Maggie's ways to making your boyfriend treat you better.
- When talking, give the "I'm not fucking joking so you better be fucking serious" tone.
- If that doesn't work, cut him off everything. No skinship, no talking, leave the house.

LOL. Than I go Kyuhyun's house to stay and Kibum will come begging me to go back with him? LOL. Fangirl imaginations. You gotta love it xD
10 more minutes and I end work. Going home for dinner.
So rare that you would think it's extinct. (you don't think its funny? I don't blame you, my funny has failed)

2010-08-04T16:17:00.001+08:00

ಠ_ಠ
I need to lose weight. And I landed on my back after this photo was taken. FML.
At least I don't do it Matrix style like Steffi does it xD

I seriously think my right arm needs blood circulation. It's feeling numb and weak.
You know when your hand/leg lacks of blood kinda feeling?
FML.

You know what? Whatever. I'm happy. Cause I got my Destination album ^^
When I reached City link yst, I went into HMV, just because I heard Bonamana playing.
Was thinking if I should I get Rebirth or Destination.
Went to Niwa Sushi dabao sushi and went Esplanade to watch Idol Army.
Jumped shots failed. Epic fails. So fail.
Walked back to HMV, still haven decide whether to buy ornot.
Went to Raffles City mac to eat Oreo Mc~~muffin~~flurry.
Decided to buy Destination. Went to hunt for atm. Hunt like siao can -___________-
Finally found one, and I skipped my way to HMV xD
I chose the one that gives the Black photoshoot photocard, bring to counter.
Than the lady told me, the other one is with dvd. And it's only $3 more expensive. Fuck yeah. DVD FTW.
Opened to look at the bookmark thingys, thn I was busy texting, and both Steffi and Stephanie scared me.
They hide my Jungmin one and told me I suay, got all 4 but no Jungmin :(
I really wanted to cry T______________T FML. MY FRIENDS -___________-
Rachel dies of happiness on the way home, and my dad ruined it. GTFO.
last time I go home 2am you also never call me at 10pm to kpkb, now I go home 11pm you call at 9pm to kpkb -___________-
Say I got money only, don't want to go home. FYI, I no money also go out what, anyways, my money or yours? -___- GTFO OK, TYVM.

It's camwhore session. kthxbye.

2010-08-03T16:53:00.001+08:00

ಠ_ಠ

The greatest love of my life currently.

OTL MY LIFE. MY ICONS.

2010-08-03T13:45:00.000+08:00

Happy 24th Birthday Kim Hyung Jun! :)
Brother in lawwww~ ♥
I’m thankful to you, for being part of SS501, for living up to your Nickname “Baby”, for being such a good brother to Kibum. Kibum can never ask for a better hyung than you. Always remember, Triple S will always be there for you when you fall. Whatever decision you make, we’ll support you. Kim HyungJun Fighting !

Well, just now when I was on my way to the toilet, I walked past the pantry, and there was like a group of teenage boys sitting there, about 7-8 boys.
I was re-tying my hair and I didnt like the idea of 7-8 boys looking at me tie my hair, so I tried to walk as quietly as possible (thankgod Im not wearing heels today), but boo, apparently, my office tag was too noisy ._.
Two of the boys turned, AND ONE OF THEM LOOKS LIKE KEVIN.
I just stun there for like 2 seconds, thn I started walking away. OTL my life.

Getting my iphone cover this saturdayyyy! ^^
But.. I don't even know when I'm getting my iphone. My life again.

I'm so full. Filled with Curry Fish head. I'm gonna die.
Being full sucks. Makes me wanna sleep. With the aircon and comfy sofa.
FML. MY LIFE.

2010-08-02T14:38:00.002+08:00

WAILT!

My sad life. I just told Peter I got a boyfriend, just so he will stop bugging me. But he's still bugging me. Fuck My Life.
Why is there weird people in my ~~life~~msn. Is it time to clear msn? Yeah, I think so

Meeting my epic fail girls tomorrow
We are gonna eat Sushi! xD After craving for like ... weeks!
OTL we're prolly gonna spazz like mad at Esplanade again. Our favourite get away xD
And I bet the floor there is like super clean, because I always ROLL ON FLOOR LAUGHING.
Always. Without fail.
Prolly gonna get a new wallet tomorrow. /shots/ I just got a new one last month ROFL.
My my, so many things to do this week hahaha.

- Meet girls tomorrow.
- Meet Yanting and Steph to get the cake done.
- BBQ on Saturday + surprise.
- Meet Shuting take snsd star cards.

And I'm pretty sure.. there's smth else that needs to be done.
mymy, I can't remember, so oh wells
(OMFG, THT EMOTICON IS SO CUTE. *SAVES*)

I really need a life .__.
I'm stoning in tumblr. Looking for pictures to save. LOL. Lifeless, that's me :)
Ok holy cow, im cold. Kthxbye.

2010-08-01T19:57:00.005+08:00

I got woken up at 9am today T_______T
I actually woke up at 8.30 cause I was freezing, my blanket was god knows why. (On the floor actually)
I went back to sleep, and thn my sister comes in my room using her stupid whiny voice.
Bathe, and went out for breakfast. Like wtf. Who wakes me up at 9am to eat breakfast.
I DON'T EVEN EAT BREAKFAST! Tsk.
Went shopping after breakfast. That part, I like (Y). Spent bout $144 xD HUHUHU.
Daddy bought his Man U Jersey. Ate at Sushi Tei for lunch. Got free coke.
You would think my day ended perfectly, but sorry, my life doesn't work this way.

Was 'informed' I can't change phone till sept. LIKE WTF, EVERY SINGLE TIME YOU WILL BREAK YOUR PROMISE, NEXT TIME DON'T FUCKING BOTHER TO PROMISE ME A NEW PHONE OKAY. I ask you to bring my phone to Uncle Terry to change my battery, you told me dunnid, I changing phone soon. FINE BY IT, NOW LEH. MY PHONE CANT BE CHARGED OKAY YOU GAWDDAMN FUCKER.
Yes, my sad life, you've seen it.

I put my forum on offline mode. I've decided to mia some forums. But I will never abandon TripleKissIntl. No effing way.
Reason for mia-ing, simple.
1. You ask me to rebuild it, I help. Fine. At least put in an effort to promote th forum again.
2. Don't promote, fine, I help again. You should at least online or post new topics. I'm not the admin there, it's not my forum, I shouldn't be the one doing it.
3. Claim your busy? With what? Idols? Do I not have a life too?
4. You always think you're right. Whatever girl, the world doesn't revolve around you.
5. I had enough of dead forums, tyvm.
Reason for me abandoning my forum.
1. I hate dead forums.
2. I hate the fact that everyone volunteers to help, and ends up mia-ing somewhere.
3. I'm always the only one doing stuffs. True, it's my forum, BUT YOU GUYS VOLUNTEERED TO HELP.
4. I'm sick and tired of everything related to kpop.

Every single time I say I want to get out of kpop, this guys will lure me back.
I hate it. Can you just let me go. I want my life back.

SERIOUSLY,FML . And I don't need words of encouragement. I don't need your pity. I don't need any comments on my life. So just stfu.

2010-07-31T20:57:00.002+08:00

Do not ask me why am I like this HAHAHAH.

"I THINK IT'S BALSAMIC SAUCE."

Rachel Balsamic Sauce says: saw my name? xD
Joseph says: wth LOL
Joseph says: nice name
Rachel Balsamic Sauce says: xD
Rachel Balsamic Sauce says: RACHEL BALSAMIC SAUCE
Joseph says: wow where can i purchase it
Rachel Balsamic Sauce says: purchase balsamic sauce?
Rachel Balsamic Sauce says: you cant
Rachel Balsamic Sauce says: its for kibum exclusively
Rachel Balsamic Sauce says: xD
Joseph says: LOL
Joseph says: lame!

Why is Rachel like that. LOL. BALSAMIC SOWS !
Message me moar often. So I can go crazy listening to Kibum say "I think itz balsamic sowz" LOL.

2010-07-30T18:11:00.002+08:00

Hello everybody. I have one sentence for you today.

BALSAMIC SOWS

2010-07-29T21:43:00.002+08:00

My non existent life, let me show you it :)

I didn't do anything productive today. I was basically rotting my life in photoshop.
What did I do in the end, I tell you, NOTHING. LOL. Cept my twitter background, my desktop background, my blog stuffs. That's all. Tomorrow I will work on re-coding my tumblr theme xD

Okay, Hi. I'm really bored. I'm looking forward to Taiwan trip, but that's not for another 2 months. I'm looking forward to something nearer .. like, the bbq on the 7th LOL. And oh! My Ukiss iphone cover. When am I getting my iphone, don't ask me, ask my dad. He has been dragging it for 1 WHOLE FREAKING YEAR. Hell yeah ! Rights. I'm looking forward to meet Danial again. I miss working with him so muchhhh!

Im watching the videos AEFF took on Tuesday. HAHAHA, Hilarious ttm xD Forcing Adeline to join us, her fails must be really amusing xD Since there's steffi with her oreo mcmuffin and chawamushi, me with my smiling pies, yanting and her grass (LOL), Wanie with her forum fails, Stephanie with her typos... I wonder.. What Adeline's fail will be like? Yes twinneh? xD

Okayyyyy. I will go off now. To do nothing xD xD xD Ok. I will watch Shin Pd and attempt to screencap Kibum wearing specs xD

2010-07-28T18:04:00.002+08:00

Dinner with my girls yesterday (: AEFF.
Okay wasn't much of a dinner. We ate cup noodles at the basement of Esplanade. Glamorous, I know xD
Well, I waited for Yanting like for forever. LOL. So end up, late xD Notmyfaultlalalala.
Cup noodles blahblahblah. And I'm the only one who can hold chopsticks properly lmao.
Me and Yanting found some excuse to run away to compile all our birthday letters to Steffi :}
LOL. Grass xD
Watched Shin PD. Laughed and fangirling like mad. CAUSE KIBUM IN SPECS AND SUIT. OMG DIES. okay nevermind my fangirling moments.
Camwhore-d. Took some retard vids, of us dancing and professing our love and doing random stuffs xD Videos on facebook so if you need a laugh yeahh haha.
Imma epic fail at dancing :(
Laughed all the way back to mrt :)

2010-07-26T17:34:00.002+08:00

That letter is written to me by Yanting BB :) Thankyou loveee. xoxo.
Earpiece belongs to me, Yanting and Steffi :)

Meeting them tomorrow! Together with Wanie and Stephanie xD
I haven seen them for 7 days and I miss them so much.
Imagine if I go Perth. I will die missing them :(

Downloading Shin PD to watch tmr ^^
Things to do when I get home tonight:
- Download MakBanShi
- Charge camera
- Charge phone (LOL)
- Write letter for *ahem*steffi*ahem*
- Find envelop. (You think I have cute ones?)
- Find someone who has POA book.

:)

2010-07-25T11:48:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY TO MY DARLING STEFFI TAN! XD
Me love you xINFINITY!
AEFF! :)

2010-07-23T15:52:00.000+08:00

Life is soooo boring. Really.
Needs colors in my life. Something. Anything. Maybe a rainbow. Or maybe throw Key, Kyuhyun or Kibum at me xD
Okay, Daddy's nagging me to get a boyf alrdy. Seriously. I will have when I have alrights!

My past 2 weeks have been spent uselessly, rebuilding all forums, going out to waste time. I have no life.
And I need to finish the fic before Steffi's birthday! It's her surprise. And thn next month, she'll get her REAL surprise :] heh heh. Yes, we are all planning smth :]
Steffi, careful okay. I'm so sorry, but I loveee you~~

Being playing around photoshop lately, created a whole bunch of icons, make a hell loads of banners, LOL, but I still suck at using brushes, which is why my works never have brushes :]
Okays, Shall go and stone nao. Idk what to do right now, so stoning is the best solution :D

2010-07-20T18:25:00.002+08:00

Still deciding to cut my hair ornot :) And change the hair color. LOL.

Went out with my epic fail girls yesterday :)
Had Justacia for dinner with them, lots of epic fail moments.
Like Steffi and her SpotON. Me and my meowing in pain. Yanting and her wallet hitting her nose LOL.
Well, saw a few people we didn't want to see. Played around at Spotlight. Took mah ORANGE line home hahaha.
Went crazy. Ringtone and message tone were both Lucifer, just different parts of the song. Ty Yanting BB for cutting the parts for meh! :)

CURRENTLY FANGIRLING LIKE NO ONE'S BUSINESS. NO EFF, LUCIFER MV DAEBAK! And any ELF dare say likewise, I have 1 word for you. SORE. LOL.

So it's like a war between Shawols and ELF nao. War seeing who will win Music Bank this friday. Personally, I'm neutral. Me and Maggie agreed not to touch Soribada till Suju had their goodbye stage. It's gonna be a fair fight.

AND I'M WAITING FOR U-KISS COMEBACK! RELEASE MWARGO MV DAMMIT!

2010-07-18T11:01:00.011+08:00

LOL, I'm bored so I'm here to lag whoever-is-here-to-view-my-blog's comp ;]

Gucci Shades~~ ^^

ROFLMAO

Told you, awesome is me :D

I know you can't see, but I was pointing middle finger =X

End of day; me love Stephanie, Steffi and Yanting BB :)

2010-07-15T15:31:00.002+08:00

So I had this dream which made me smile like an idiot when I woke up. And I'm still smiling like an idiot right now. So that dream really made me very happy heheh.
It's almost the same as what me and Emi was discussing about our fic yesterday LOL.

So right .. U-Kiss and SS501 was there, with me and Emi. We were having barbeque dinner, and somehow or rather, Jungmin was my boyfriend (?), everyone was having fun, thn Emi asked Jungmin how me and him met. I didn't want to tell, but he still said it anyways. Sometime about me kicking him in the club, we fought outside the club, we keep bumping to each other blahblahblah~ so drama can. LOL. Than he was like "So to shut her up, I kissed her. That's how she soften up". So this Emi said " DEMO ONCE SHOW US" I was like wtf?! No wayyy. Not infront of everyone. AND KIBUM WAS THERE T-T But tht idiot did it anyways. AHH BEST KISS EVER. OKAY NVM ._. Thn I said I was tired, and I wanted to go and sleep alrdy, so Jungmin walked me back, and thn when I was reaching my room, my phone rang, not virtually, literally, in reality. THANKS ALARM, REALLY THANKS.

2010-07-11T12:04:00.015+08:00

Camera gallery. Pick one :]

Im really lazy to say what happened in details.
But...
Jokwon saw me, Steffi and Sharm's board when he was going back to th van and he nodded to acknowledged it. Its kinda impossible to miss 3 striking boards with ur name.
Jinwoon smiled and nodded when the van passed by me, I turned it to his name when their van passed by.

2010-07-06T13:05:00.003+08:00

2010-06-28T13:50:00.002+08:00

Just thought I post some of my fancams here. Idk where the others went. Hiding somewhere in my comp. Haven been watermarked yet anyways :]

Airport. They arrived either on the 10.20am one of the 11.10am. Idk. Idc. I just wanna see them. And ignore first 30 secs :]

That's us greeting them. LOL. And my screams .____.

This was on the showcase day. After rehearsal. Didn't expect to see them at all, we were just sitting at the swinging chairs, and the bus came to pick them up. LOL.

Their intro during the showcase. Surry to Dongho and Xander (tsk wanie) bias :) I couldn't find my camera in this bottomless pit, I call my bag.

Them singing "End Of The Road" for us :]

Oh, this is after fansign. Me, Yanting and Wanie decided to go carpark and wait for them after we got our albums signed :]

2010-06-26T22:12:00.002+08:00

Every little thing that you have said and done
Feels like it’s deep within me
Doesn’t really matter if you’re on the run
It seems like we’re meant to be

Still contemplating to delete this dead blog ornot, Since tumblr is more fun. ROFL.
No, I will leave this here to rot :] Byes!

2010-06-24T22:15:00.002+08:00

기 밤 그리워요
Let me haolian i got Korean keyboard can :D

기범오빠 ! 사랑해요 ♥ 싱가포르에 돌아오십시오 ! ♥

.___. that sentence took me 10 minutes to type. Not used to finding the korean characters on my keyboard. LOL.

Okay. I'm currently working at OCBC. Needs to install some IBM software on 200+ computers. And there's only me and Nicky doing it. Somebody shoot us. Tsk. And some one just asked the most retarded qns.

Woman: did you cut your hair like that on purpose? Or you accidentally cut?
Me: Erm. Purposely. One side long one side short.
Woman: ohh. *turns to someone else* Teenagers these days do crazy things with their hair.

Yeah, that left me wtf-ing all the way LOL.
Kays. Meeting YantingBB, SelinaYeobo, SharmEvailTwin tmr! We're gonna gatecrash B2ST fansign :D

2010-06-23T22:54:00.001+08:00

This is for yall fucking fangirls. zz. And those who calls themselves my twitter family.